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Modern Squalor

by Senopia

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1.
Oh, there are days when I get that feeling Confused, in a place so dark I won’t feel the Sun’s healing So many questions, not a single answer I am in what feels like the middle of one cold winter Sometimes when I wake I wonder Where it is that I am heading to I sometimes feel like it is all so still And the sound of silence so deafening I cannot hear I want to scream out loud Life’s so full of ups and downs It’s so easy not to take notice of the sun When you’re down Then there are times when I wake and I wonder Wherever it is that I am heading to I somehow feel like it’s exciting That today’s ending still unwritten, it’s up to me I want to scream out loud Life’s so full of ups and downs
2.
Andromeda 04:31
Som in en dröm fann hon sig jagad någonting höll henne i ett sån’t grepp. hon ville helst fly hon kom sej loss, men flög rakt i en sörja någonting fick henne att stanna upp och låta dem komma ingen visste, vad som hände sen varje dag gick hon och drömde hon ville höras men rösten höll ej, så hon gick och teg ingen visste, vad som hände sen hon försvann lika snabbt som solen kom förläget stod de kvar och brändes i hettan hade aldrig trott att hon skulle ha fått nog men så var hon ändå stark som få skogen stod I lågor solen likaså och himlen och havet och älven och månen dom stod så snopet och brändes I skogen med hjälp utav solen och himlen och havet och älven och månen
3.
Belong 03:28
Hey, your addiction is so sweet Your regression so complete I'm sure these scars don't lie Hey, your secrets are not lost Hidden faces come to roost but I'm blinkered as I turn for home And you're still answering my questions But I'm still questioning your answers But it won't be long Til we belong til we belong Hey, let's explore your fantasies Let's embrace the lost cities That enshrine your empty dreams But I still can't figure the questions That I got when you gave your answers But it won't be long Til we belong til we Tried to put the fire out Tried to put the fire out Tried to put the fire out
4.
This world A calculated blur Are they sleepless? For it’s shining with weakness They defined double standards of all kinds A response of shattering nonchalance There is a special placeIn hell they say For those that don’t Show a helping hand in this world ‘I’m a feminist’ she hurled, ‘only trust though in men to have the know how’ But there is a special place In hell they say For women that don’t Help each other out Will it ever fall? Will this world ever learn? Will it ever fall? Will this world ever learn? This world can go to hell. This place, of their own disgrace. This world, can’t it be felled? Cause after all, we all know they won’t stand tall Will it ever fall? Will this world ever learn? Will it ever fall? Will this world ever learn?
5.
Hey you It's time And with feet off the ground I'm never letting go I made a promise to always let you choose And now lights faded, outright jaded And as fate now starts to end this play Let's just say that this tale was for you Stand up now, we're starting now, to look back in time Eyes met the simple things, who would've known Not a tragedy in waiting, just time well spent No rush or endurance, our place in history It feels like, we're all going (I know that it's true) Down the same path that we all once came So sit back and enjoy the silence Because this much is true Because I promised you It's all for you Torn earth and scattered skin Teardrops of burning ink Ice cold remains, no seas and no say But as the sirens take us, don't give up on hope What picks us up to our new realm So here is the new Stay together What'll we do? Are we feeling better? as forever begins and it turns to blue This much was true Because I promised you It was all for you
6.
New Buzz 05:42
There it goes Washed over by guilt so strong Wonder if I’ll die Reality saves though we’re still breathing Shame on himHe took us for a swim Shame on me I should have known to fear the sea This jewel, a worthless piece This jewel only sees the light for a treat With warmth, they were there to deceive With care, they shaped a mistreat This jewel only sees the light for a treat Don’t make a fuss Don’t scream or cry ‘hush hush’ High heads and smiles ‘Cause this was the deal alright’ With strength, it was built to leave With care, it built a life complete This worthless piece of jewel…
7.
The Slide 05:04
So diplomatic Talk away from the bone Conventional wisdom Buzzes round like a drone Black lines rise fast And the credit's deserved Our power is absolute Let's order another trip for home I'm not making a stand Because the world revolves around me I'm not standing in line I'm barring the door for sanctity I'm not spreading the wealth I'm joining this club of regality I've not a care in the world I'm building a kingdom just for me These loans are forever The figures roll fast Our statues of terror Will take back what's ours As we slide up to the bar it feels these laws were made for me Drink our winnings until the jealous get hit by reality Selling these shares, this fraud, these arms, to fund our spree (Don't answer) Line up our wheels, inject our joy, we're good people (Please turn back) when everything breaks, we'll turn to sand, we'll find our dreams (it's all gone) when we look back, the pigs will wallow, they can't achieve I'm not making a stand Because the world revolves around me I'm not standing in line I'm barring the door for sanctity I'm not spreading the wealth I'm joining this club of regality I've not a care in the world I've not a care in the world Why should I care in this world?
8.
An Apology 05:26
It started so well, played the fool once again No question unanswered, no queries remained Those sheltered nights in are locked in my brain and the same for the laughs when we dropped out again But i couldn't understand the brushing away And i didn't guess I could be to blame I always thought the jury was wrong So through dimmed highlights let's just say It was only to waste time A cheap fix and then she was out of sight It was only to waste time And I'm sorry I didn't do everything right And this fog of delusion kept gripped through the night If the intention was good then it wasn't too bright These stupid mistakes were repeated again and the cold was past on to make memories end And this cage that I'd built fit snugly for two And visiting hours were always misused Nobody found out and that was the plan An escape route was made and it was easy to run away It was only to waste time A cheap fix and then i was out of sight It was only to waste time And I'm sorry, I was losing my mind alright And I know I said it wouldn't happen again Lost sight of all reason, an end to an end Cashed in on freedom, crashed out and burned peace unmaintained as the mistrust returned No gifts, no care, just a bump on the stairs a temporary respite, doors opened again When the fire came back one message was sent And I tried to, I tried to I tried to care It was only a waste of time No cheap fix and we were glad to be out of sight It was only a waste of time And I'm sorry, I know I was out of line
9.
Reek 06:31
Give me a reason a relic of my own sovreignty In A tumbling past She took control, she reeked of you This bar is sedated It's lights flicker out with no respite I'm just telling the truth We all know here She reeks of you You stumble out the door, fall faster than your hands can move Your grazes unrestrained, but the help will Get you through This shambles will move on The circus will work its way through town And as we are here We'll work it through We'll laugh and cheer You'll see what you've lost now All those empty seats by your side When your future returns They'll look right in they will not burn Turn around turn around This path is new Try to reclaim us Try to face us try to reclam us try to reclaim us Try to, try and we'll get you through A relic of my own sovreignty In A tumbling past She took control, she reeked of you This bar is so jaded It's lights flicker out with no respite I'm just telling the truth We all know here She reeks of you

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released July 31, 2015

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